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Friday, January 11, 2008

What If?

What if...

A form of question we all liked too much. Entirely too much for our own good, apparently.

You always manage to get under my skin, albeit in a very good way. You always have your ways in making me fall in love with you helplessly all over again.

I've no time for what ifs. Those questions slow me down in life. I wouldn't be where I am right now, with you, if I asked "What if we broke up when I head to Adelaide?", would I?

You asked about the silence on my other end of the line. You have no idea you just did it to me. All over again. Effortlessly.

 


Thursday, January 10, 2008

Graves?

Someone decided to be metaphorical about marriage. Apparently, marriage is supposed to be the graveyards for love.

How poetic, eh?

Let's assume that the metaphor's right. Then that would mean marriages do not exist.

Wouldn't that make love die with no place to rest for eternal time?

 

 


Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Unreadable.

What a frightening thing is the human, a mass of gauges and dials and registers. And we can only read a few. And those perhaps not accurately.

The words above struck my heart's chords. So surreal. So true.

"I'm sure he thinks yada yada yada..."

You utter those words with such confidence, but are you really that sure? Isn't there a splinter of doubt that you could be wrong?

Big mouths sink ships, I agree. Mostly because, simply because, you'll never know how those words would sound in the listeners' ears.

Humans can be so unforgivable, you know. They penalise you so harshly when you take a wrong step, made a mistake. Why? I believe it's because this way, they will divert people's attention onto you. Divert from what? From the glaring possibilities that they could be you.

Wipe that smile off your face. You know it's true. All of us knew.

Most of us are hiding what we really are underneath. So do I.

Ralph Waldo Emerson once wrote:

There is no privacy that cannot be penetrated. No secret can be kept in a civilised world. Society is a masked ball, where everyone hides his real character, then reveals it by hiding.

He cannot be more fucking right.

 


Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Love. Undated.

It started as a myriad of emotions. Confusing both you and I. Gazing into your eyes at the balcony, I was so unnerved by your tenderness when you brush your fingers through my hair. I still remember the day. Soft breeze caressing our skins with rain the smell of rain in the air. The Our scent within our bodies' close proximity and innocuous flitting touches representing subtlety. Less is more, they say. That I guess that is how it all begun. Lazy days, simple games joy, unspeakable fun. That's what With no charades between us, it all happened in the course of nature.. God wills it, you may say. Common sense is a thing game that many people don't like to play. When it's there for your picking, why not grab it? People may hold out till the better ones come along. But I know that the grass is no more greener on the other side. As afraid as I was to believe, I knew it then that you're the best thing that could ever happen to me. I was afraid that it was only chemistry. Burned by Combustion with arsenic made me reluctant to try. But we were so close that I do not know where you begin and where do I end. I am a person who would do anything for love. Even kissing sending bidding the ones I loved goodbye if they want to leave in search of something better. I thought I'm really something when it comes to giving. But what you did with me made me realise that I'm in no position to com rival you. The commitment and dedication you devote to me is rare to come by. The experience of being loved by you can be simply described as heavenly. You put me not just on clouds nine, but in a black hole of supernova, sucking swirling me in a neverending vortex of love. I know you do not just love me. I know you hold me in the highest place in your heart. Even above yourself.

 


Monday, March 26, 2007

A Peek of Stars...

skies darken as the clouds gather
uniform in its development
hot air rising, annoying humidity pressing upon my skin
a light sheen of sweat surfaces slowly
hypnotisingly drowses me...

a sliver of light caught my eye
laid my palm on the window pane
seconds, felt the slight tremor on the sheet of glass
a calming effect settles ironically

breath fogged up
drew a funny face upon it when the skies changed colours
pitter-pattering they fall
cleanses or muddle? you ask
it's up to you, i'll say, it's up to you

shifting skies reveal other layers
rainbow-hued ones, we see
not any brighter though, you noted
you wonder at the glimpse of smile in my eyes...

different shades of gray sprayed
nonetheless, the shine of which has caught my eyes
captivated me, mesmerising so...
your gaze never left me

realisation dawns on you
a spark of excitement ignited in those warm orbs of yours
hand reached out for the matching one
intertwined fingers, star-shooting combustion
two souls and a peeking of stars

 

 




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